I am sitting here at work, eating my lunch, and I should really be finalizing the next phase of my big research project for school. I am just so not motivated however! Usually I am very driven, but there are times when my reaction is more like “ey”. So instead I am writing pretty much about nothing!
I think the whole adoption thing is getting to me. Deana has been fighting sadness for about two weeks and I have done my best to bring little sparks of sunshine into her cloudy days. However, I think the clouds are starting to affect me too! I am just so sad! Maybe it’s partly due to the fact that I backed up all of the video footage yesterday, and of course that meant I had to WATCH several of them! I want Zack and Sophie to come home!!!! They need their Mom and with her there are so many others who want to love them!
So, I need to add to my “To Do” list – Cheer up for Deana!
Also what is probably adding to my funk is that I like to make things happen. If something is not right, I am often the first to take care of the situation. Many of my friends have thanked me for getting them free lunches because I’ve articulated bad services, etc. However, in regards to the adoption I have NO POWER and that really makes me sad. I want to be able to DO something!
But I need to share that the agency Deana is using is awesome. They are really A+ and are doing the best they can. It’s hard to be patient when there are two lives involved.
Okay, didn’t I say this post would be about nothing? Too bad Seinfeld is off the air – maybe I could have been one of their writers…..
I really enjoy reading other people’s blogs as well. One of my favorites is written by a guy named Tony who I used to work with. Check it out at http://www.miwat.blogspot.com/ and let me know what you think.
Okay, well, I guess I should do my homework now. “Ey!”