Just to warn you, this post might feel like I am complaining or sad – but I don’t feel these emotions!
Today is a strange day for me. This is the first weekend in YEARS when I don’t have any homework! I woke up at almost nine am (hallelujah!), made coffee, got my computer out, and……well…….wondered what to do! Usually, I go over the “projects” I created for the multiple classes I had to determine the order of homework I would do, or get my mind focused on the essay I was in the middle of, etc. THIS NEED IS NOW GONE and it feels a little weird! So, instead I am putzing around the internet, drinking my coffee, sending emails to friends, reading blogs……pretty much nothing! And it feels WEIRD!
It’s rainng today so I don’t feel anxious to get out and about. Maybe since I’ve been sick today will be a day of laziness. Staying home in sweats, watching more episodes of 24 Season 2, maybe reading a bit more FOR FUN, and not much else. It’s been a long time since I’ve had a lazy day like that. Maybe my body needs it today and therefore makes it okay.
I DON’T like being so alone, though. I wish I could have my family here to share this new part of my life. It is kind of strange to be sitting in an empty house with no need to even vocalize……strange, but again – maybe good for me today. No pressure to interact, no need to be goofy. So it is what it is.
So on a serious note – there is an ongoing debate amongst a few of my friends – perhaps YOU can be a part of the debate as well! Some suggest I should begin the process of getting my MBA. Others insist I am better wired to get a law degree. In fact, one friend (who shall remain nameless) has already suggested I begin studying for the LSAT! (Hello, let me have a WEEKEND! LOL!) Actually, both sound interesting and – truth be known – I want to get into something before my student loans come of deferment! LOL So feel free to post a comment and let me know your thoughts as well!
It seems strange that we’re already in October! Pretty soon the fall will be here “officially” (I say that because Deana already lit her pumpkin candle, which is a fall thing). But I like the fall, and I like Thanksgiving so much, and Christmas is always a blessing……it’s just weird. Oh, and then there’s my 40th birthday – looming its ugly head so scandalously……..sigh.
Okay, that’s all I got!