That question has been popping up in my head a lot today.  Why?  Why did I hit the wall?  Why do I subject myself to boot camp each morning?  Why are people sometimes so very stupid?  Why is it so hard to find a freaking job?  Why ask why?

I am dumb, I am sure!

But really, I am NOT sad!  I am sitting here, after KICKING BUTT on Guitar Hero (Sorry Rona, I killed Satan the first time and am catching up with you!), I had a yummy dinner of roasted chicken, am watching a new Intervention, received an awesome call from Kenny, look forward to seeing Kirstie tomorrow, and realized life is amazing.  So why ask why?  Life is what it is – if I knew the answer to some of my questions, would that change anything?  Maybe, maybe not.

Special shout out to an “old” friend, Journi, who has found me!  MySpace is COOL!  We have been “chatting” all day online and it’s amazing how the years we’ve been out of touch have melted away!  Um, like 14 years I think!  Whoa there!  I am very happy to be in touch with her again.

Okay, I have to get back to Intervention, which is going down right now!  I need to see if the dude is going to get help and if he actually stays off the drugs……yeah, such a crazy life I live!  But I won’t ask why……