Okay, be warned that this is kind of a “pity party” post! And another warning, if you are reading this and you are one of my acquaintances gave me unsolicited advice about my schooling, time with my kids, etc (without realizing I have succeeded so far in my 39 years without your advice), please do not comment me!
Okay, you can tell I am on edge, as Deana would say!
I work full time, I am currently going to school full time (13 units), am a mom full time (well, technically only 57% of the time but you know how it really feels), and I am feeling a bit tired. I seem to have commitments for every waking free moment – always competing with my homework – and I just want to scream sometimes. But instead, I will write this blog! LOL
Actually, I am happy that things have been running as smoothly as they are. There are times when I don’t FEEL the joy as much, but all things considered – things could be much worse. The next big hurdle is coordinating trip #2 to Russia with Deana with my school schedule. If you think about it, I’d appreciate your prayers.
There are other “big ticket” items weighing heavy on my heart right now as well! I really need the peace of the Lord right now because, quite frankly, I have been relying too heavily on my own power and “I’m closer to the edge, and I’m about to break!” (that’s a song, for those of you who don’t know!).
Okay, don’t be too freaked out by this post! Please note that there are posters of me all over my department screaming “NERD ALERT” with a really goofy pic of me (can you imagine?) So I have not lost the Goofy bone!
Talk to you soon!