…..like how your friends dry up for no explainable reason. Oh, I have my ideas for sure, but am still amazed. I have been through hell and back, have been treated like crap, and where are my so called friends? I am talking about the ones that I thought were supportive, not the ones that have been by my side from day one. WHERE DID YOU ALL GO?
So you know what? Tonight, as I sit here wondering what the hell happened, something amazing has occurred to me – maybe you weren’t my friends after all, huh? So, if you see that email I wrote you and now feel guilty for not responding, don’t bother okay? I don’t need you.
For those of you who HAVE checked up on me and showed love – you know who you are – thank you.
And that is the last pity post you will see from me, at least for this week!
Just Rambling 
My dear Gina,
I just read Deana’s blog after missing it for several days. I just want you to know that I love you unconditionally and I will always be here for you. I didn’t understand what happened until now and I want you to know it doesn’t change my feelings. You are my niece and you are the same as you alway were. Nothing has changed as far as I am concerned. I am sorry the way she let you down. I still don’t know the whole story, but that isn’t necessary. All I need to know is that she hurt you deeply and I can’t forgive her. Also, the people who are surprised about your relationship must be either totally ignorant or something. A friend would not go to the extremes that you did for her. There had to have been a deep relationship there for you to go through everything you did for her and her kids. I love you.