No Day Heartbreak Song – Before it Started

by Tyrone Wells.  Sorry, no video clip for it.

Watching you from a distance
Beautiful from afar
Watching you watching me
Can you see my scars?

Dressing up in broken armor
I’m trying not to fall apart
I think I am afraid to see
How fragile we are

Like life when it shatters
Like hope when it matters
I know you never meant to hurt me
You don’t even know you broke my heart
I can’t see past it, I can’t let it go

I never found the words to tell you
Before I had the courage you were gone
I can’t see past it, I can’t let it go

I hear you when the world is silent
You’re coming through crystal clear
I hear you and I know you hear me
Somewhere, somewhere

Where the wall gives way to the water flowing
Through the cracks and the veins ’til the path
Starts showing
How fragile we are

Like life when it shatters
Like hope when it matters
I know you never meant to hurt me
You don’t even know you broke my heart
I can’t see past it, I can’t let it go

I never found the words to tell you
Before I had the courage you were gone
I can’t see past it, I can’t let it go

It was over before it started
You were gone before you came
I was lost before you found me
Now I’m lost, I’m lost again

I know you never meant to hurt me
You don’t even know you broke my heart
I can’t see past it, I can’t let it go

I never found the words to tell you
Before I had the courage you were gone
I can’t see past it, I can’t let it go

Let it go (x3)

I can’t see past it, I can’t let it go, (x2)

Monday Heartbreak Song – Incomplete

by the Backstreet Boys – yes, I love them!

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

Monday Heartbreak Song – Evangeline

by Little Big Town.  This song is for a friend……..

He won’t lay a finger on you
He won’t wreck your pretty face
But he’ll tell you that you’re worthless
Just to put you in your place
Well, you don’t have to be kicked to be bruised, no
And you don’t have to be hit to be abused

Evangeline, you’re a hard one
Your denial is bolstered by your dreams
Thinking love is gonna save you
But it ain’t love if it’s mean
Evangeline

And the smile that you’re wearing
Is just a lovely veil
For the secrets that you’re hiding
That are just too dark to tell
Well, you don’t have to be cut to be scarred, no
And you don’t have to be struck to leave a mark

Evangeline, you’re a hard one
Your denial is bolstered by your dreams
Thinking love is gonna save you
But it ain’t love if it’s mean
Evangeline

Well, you don’t have to be kicked to be bruised, no
And you don’t have to be hit to be abused

Evangeline, you’re a hard one
Your denial is bolstered by your dreams
Thinking love is gonna save you
But it ain’t love if it’s mean
Evangeline

Monday Heartbreak Song – I Can’t Make You Love Me

by Bonnie Raitt.  Depressing thought, but yeah, it’s Monday!  The nice thing with the youtube is Bonnie has an AMAZING voice, and it’s LIVE!

verse:
turn down the lights
turn down the bed
turn down these voices
inside my head
lay down with me
tell me no lies
just hold me close
don’t patronize
don’t patronize me

chorus:
i can’t make you love me if you don’t
you can’t make your heart feel
somethin’ it wont
here in the dark,in these final hours
i will lay down my heart
and feel the power if you wont
no you wont
cuz i can’t make you love me
if you don’t

verse:
i’ll close my eyes
then i wont see
the love you dont feel
when your holdin’ me
morning will come
and i’ll do whats right
just give me till then
to give up this fight
and i will give up this fight

(chorus)

Okay……..

…..so yes, I haven’t been feeling well and that is part of the reason why this blog has been so boring.  “Wow,” you say with shock, “now she’s coming up with excuses why this blog is always so boring????”  Yes, yes I am.

So let the boring-ness begin!

Work – we made it through last week (thanks to those that prayed) but – as the saying goes – we won the battle but the war is not over.  Lots still going on and I am fighting the urge to say “hey, you made this mess now deal with it” to the powers that be.  Instead, I plug along, do the best I can, and hope I will get paid for my effort.

Kids – the countdown to the end of school has begun.  Kenny is getting back into his surfing mode (a little more of a drive now that we’re in the Santa Clarita Vally, but that’s okay) and Josh is ready to write more songs.  Kirstie is finishing up her first year of college and I believe she did well, although like her mother probably would have reacted, is frustrated that she didn’t get a 4.0.  I am looking forward to lots of outdoor fun with them.

May – this is a busy month for sure!  Lots of birthday’s!  In fact, Kenny’s 14th birthday is on Mother’s Day this year!  We have worked out Sunday, so don’t worry.  🙂  This weekend will be very busy with family festivities and next weekend will be his “birthday with friends” celebration.  I think Edgar and I are going to Magic Mountain with them, which should be fun since Edgar HATES rollercoasters and I love them!

Me – as mentioned earlier, I am not feeling well.  I think it’s the psycho-schematic flu based on all the exposure to the swine flu on tv.  But seriously, I am dealing with something I am allergic to; I itch from head to toe, inside and out!  Yesterday I could barely move and my face was a site!  But today I feel a bit more human.  Which is good because my boss was obviously stressed that I worked from home yesterday…….

And since I missed Monday’s Song, here is a throw out – Evanescence, Everybody’s Fool:

Gina OUT!